DeSTiNy

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

OK,last post be4 2008 end.time past so fast this year,next year will be my year to die.haha......everything is new next year,hoping for miracle to happen 2nite,but think it won't happen bar.ofcourse new year,new hope,new wish.will update for some of my new wish for next year.ok,think 7hours more will be my half year single anniversary.haha...ok,i know i'm being lame,who cares.haha......think will be the same next year,i will still have to fight alone eventhought i'm tired.no choice,this is my destiny.really don't know what to say ler,yiu hen mao dun again.haha....zui zhong yao also u must be happy.

Sian ler,few more hours then jiu need to think of O ler.bzy year going to start soon.canot mess it up,it will be my last year on sec sch life man,don't want to have any problem anymore,should say canot have any problem.any,no fun for me to celebrate and for me to count down for next year!.....because i can't have fun next year!!!....si be sian.think next year time will fly faster then this year,hope i don't be too bored of my schedule.u know,doing it over and over agian for one year sometime will feel kind of sucks if without some changes.can take it as i wan bu qi,but i don't have much time left,i can't waste another year.haiz

Anyway,good luck for those who're taking their O result next year.no need to nervous,try ur best jiu can ler.hey,what i'm saying now is something that i need to say to myeslf too huh.okok,ntg much to talk,last thing be4 i stop.hope everyone have a good year a head next year and some luck next year.new year,new hope.hehe....HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!....CHAO!!!

Labels: Happy New Year AND Happy Anniversary

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Finally,my body and my soul are back 2gather.for the past few days although my body was in malaysia,but my soul was in SG!!!....so boring for the past 2 days.no 1 chat wif me,then ntg to do also,whole day stay at home watch tv.haiz......2 more days jiu sch reopen ler,but now still so fan.haiz.....just don't know what should i do and what can i do.haiz....long time never see my blog got so many haiz ler.


So tired.my tired as in i'm tired of fighting alone,tired of doing things alone.arrhh,who cares.just tired of everything,again back to that tired place.hope i won't live it that tired place for long,should say i can't live in that place for long,no time for me to waste.but agian,starting to lost the meaning of happy again.haiz......really fan,really don't know what to do.one side ask me don't do it,the other side ask me to do it.but i choosed to do it.once i choose to do it,i start to be lost again.i don't know what i should do next,i don't know how much time i had left.i choose to do it because i think i should try it.atleast i try it and know the ans better then regret.i think if i want it i should go take it then.but everything is still not up to me.haiz.....i really need ur support as a **,but who cares.haiz....i really don't know what to say ler.


你不懂这种感觉.早有人陪的你,永远不会看见你和他在我面前,证明我的爱只是愚

昧,你不懂我憔悴,是你永远不曾过的体会,为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解.


你又狠狠逼退我的防备,我静静关上门来默数我的泪,明知道让你离开他的世界不可

能会,我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天,直到那一天你会发现,真正爱你的人独自守

着伤悲.


为你落第一滴泪,为你作任何改变,也唤不回你对我的坚决.


Nothing much to post ler,think tmr then continue post bar.CHAO!!!

Labels: BORING

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 1:04 AM x





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Saturday, December 27, 2008

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay


I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes


She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"


I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better


But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over


I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And believe that
I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes


This will be my last post before i go off tmr.CHAO!!!

Labels: I'll do whatever it take.

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 10:07 AM x





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Friday, December 26, 2008

Another boring day at home.last nite can't sleep,so woke up dam late today.nvm lar,fan zhen no place to go.so fast christmas jiu over ler,now is just waiting for next year.xiang dao next year jiu abit sian,is like so bzy lor.most important is next year got O!!!......canot let other thing mess up my O.hope my planing for next year will work and i won't feel so tired because of my plan.worry that it will cost me stress,but really but really hope to find someone to pei me when i need her and someone that can support me.haiz,but,think it will be impossible.hate to say impossible this word,because i belive nothing is impossible.only this time i will think is impossible bar.(fishy should know what i mean.haha....) yst nite downloaded transporter 3,the show not bad,i think is worth watching it when it come out from cinema.ok,saved another $6 for the movie.haha.....also downloaded eagle eye,going to watch it later,hope it will be nice.wa,this month dam jia lat,almost all the movie also let me finish liao.jan will have more movie,hope i will have time to watch bar.haha......


Sian lor,next fri then got training.no training vy boring de ler.only training can keep me from anyhow thinking,although sometimes my mind also not in training.atleast training can keep be bzy and let me throw all my anger out.1 week no training i also don't know what i will think.haiz.....was planning to buy a punching bag to put in my room,so if i don't have training all can throw all my ager our,pour all my lemon juice out and do work out in my room.but one problem is,my room too small liao,don't think have enough place to put ler,sian.arrggg,money not the problem but the place is the problem.talking about money,actually punching back also quite cheap de ler,i tot it will cost around $500plus for a punching back,but actually is alot cheaper then that ler.i want my room to be bigger!!!


Was controling myself not to msg u,trying vy vy hard.haiz.....also won't think u will msg me de lar.i agree,the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.haiz.....boring ler,don't tell me tmr going stay at home again ar,will sian si de ler.need some entertaiment badly!!!......


Really hope sch will reopen as soon as possible,so that i don't need so boring.but sch reopen liao will be vy stress de wor,zhen shi mao dun.haha......think nothing much to write ler bar.CAHO!!!

Labels: FORGET FORGET FORGET

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 5:24 AM x





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Thursday, December 25, 2008

Back from christmas eve.speechless eve for me,ton at town for the whole nite.that few hours was like,boring,scared,paise and with tons of lemon juice in my heart not my stomach.ok,let me start from amk,i went amk hub to get something 1st,then meet others at the amk mrt station.then think we reach orchard at 8plus.the same like last year,so many ppl and police,many roads was closed also,need to walk one big round to taka.went to taka to colloect the cake 1st.then we walk all the way to cine.we scared later the hong kong cafe need Q up,so we faster rush over.then end up no ppl Qing.zzzzzzzzzz........ok,that should be a good news for us.started our dinner at 9plus,then we asked the manager help us reserve a table 1st,cause birdy they all later then come.eat eat eat,after 1st round 5 of us take turn go toilet 1st,then birdy they all haven come.we order for 2nd round,after 2nd round,me and ZZ went to toilet again.after the toilet break,birdy they all still haven come,then make us so paise must change table.after changing our table,we ordered our 3th round.i think i ate the most that nite.haha.....finally 11plus,birdy they all was here.they chatted for awhile.then i canot tahan the lemon juice,asked ZZ pei me go walk walk,then we saw richard they all.they all slack at cine there.


Went back to cafe after 20mins later,then get ready to sing birthday song plus count down.after that i can't even eat half piece of the cake man.bo bian lar,just squeeze in my mouth lor.after that we faster paid our bill then go off that place liao,if not dam paise.then we went to basement 1,to exchange our present.only got 6 person exchanging present.but i happy wif the present i get.which was a small water container,so now my room got my own water container,no need everytime go kitchen take water aready.thanks to ZZ.haha......then i think around 1 yz and kh jiu go off liao,left birdy,mao,tk,gek,zz and me ton.phew,zhong yu cut of a little bit of lemon juice and no need be so fake liao.wanted to go Kbox de,but the Kbox is like too much lar,$50 per person,siao 1 lor.so we never go,instead,we went for a so call morning movie.haha.....bought the bedtime stories de movie ticket,which the show start at 4:30.


Since we got so much time,we walked from cine to the tanks there de mac then walk all the way back to think near PS there de small shopping mall for land.went there only for one hour,then walk back to cine for movie liao.this is the 1st time that i saw so many ppl pay money to sleep in the cinema.is like most of the ppl in the cinema was sleeping de lar.after the movie all of us canot tahan aready,faster go choing 1st train go home.reached home around 7.shower,then faster choing to bed liao.even when i want go bed that time,the lemon juice was still in my heart lar.then i wake up at 12plus cause need go our for lucnh wif cousin,then that time the lemon juice was STILL in my heart!!!....don't know y it just can't digest?!what to do?!si be sour lor.haiz.....


Now still tired,but don't feel like sleeping.think nite then can sleep liao.tmr think will be a boring day for me.woke up that time suddenly found back those cards,then i readed it all,every single one.now i don't know i should throw it away or not.maybe,maybe not.anyway inside those cards was just all empty promises,useless de.but something keep me from throwing it away.haiz......found back the picture too,but i won't throw away the picture de.haiz.....don't know lar.scared next time i see it again,then there will be another tons of lemon juice in my heart again.wa,like that i will die because of xin zhang ma bi man.haha.....this is the 1st year that i celebrate my eve and christmas wif so much lemon juice in my heart man.don't know next year eve and christmass will be like what ler?i just don't understand y lar,y so much of lemon juice ar?.....i never even drink it lor.aiyoyoyo.....anyway,i will find things to do to digest the lemon juice de......think i will stop here ler bar.the chocos is only for u,not for others.remembering the chocos also no use ler bar.HAPPY BIRTHDAY again and MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!....CHAO!!!

The dessert me and ZZ had

OK,i know i'm greedy.

4 bills in 2 hour plus man!!!

Tain Kakies RAWKS!!!

Labels: Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 1:15 AM x





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Monday, December 22, 2008

OK,boring got ntg to do and so fan,plan this plan that.don't know this year christmas eve and christmas don't know will zhen yang guo.everything still planing till half then got 1 big rock stuck there.aiya,let them plan lar,don't care lar.btw,i should talk about sat de.sat when out wif mao,ZZ,daph and gek.went to bugis shop shop 1st.then i bought a pair of shoe and a belt,ar plus buy someone de present.then jiu pei daph go wisma there buy her things,after that everyone was like dam hungry lar.then we walk around taka find food.find dao food ler yiu find bu dao sits,si be sian.then we jiu decide go cine there find food.ben lai we went in shokudo wanted to eat there de.then every1 saw the price then jiu bu xiang eat there ler.then dam pai se lor,we sit down liao then they want to walk of agian,so paise lor.haha....then last choice is the xiang gang ca can ting ler.went there for dinner.the food there not bad,some food vy nice.finish dinner liao then we set there chat till 10plus,those ppl Qing there i think should be dam du lan.haha......then we jiu went home ler lor.


Then 2day yiu need wake up early for gao lao shi chinese tuition.then tot gao lao shi will scold us or something like that then end up the whole section kind of fun.haha......after that then jiu take bus 859 back to yishun for lunch lor.after lunch me and ZZ go search present for the christmas eve exchange,walk the whole popular for don't know how many round liao also can't find.then jiu suan ler lor,tmr be4 i go training zai go buy,fan zhen i know what to buy ler.haha.....heng tmr got training,so i can punch all those things out.haiz....


For less fan nao,i give up bar.fan zhen i know he love u more,care u more,u wif him also happier then wif me,won't have so much fan nao.he will also listen to u everytime,not like me,so maybe is just the better choice for u.wif me only will make u more fan,then i will only scold u.ya,so i really can't do anything also.if bu xiang jian dao me can just tell me,i can don't cu xian de.u happy jiu hao lor.no need think so much ler,should be more happy ler bar.jiu zhe yang bar,fan zhen i also xi guan do all this kind of things ler,duo yi ci bu duo,sao yi ci bu sao,is the same.not need to care what i said,is used to it ler.but i will still remain the new me,i won't change back to the old me.i still 1 some1 that can fu cu for each others,not only me giving out,some1 really care for me,put me in the 1st place,understand me and ti liang me,this is the new me.


Xin zhong de da shi jiu yao see 2010 can put down or not lar.how i wish i can go to poly life now,sad case.then i can show my new me.but next year must chiong study also.next year will really be a bzy year for me. need to plan for O,need to plan for training de de timing and tuition de timing,really bzy.


Think i should end here bar.maybe will continue tmr.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!.....CHAO!!!

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 9:02 AM x





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HI!!!!....i back!!!!.....actually everyone also know i'm back few days ago liao de lar,just that i'm lazy tkho blog.lets start wif the chalet,1st day ofcourse is BBQ lar.btw,we meet up at khatib at 1:30,then took bus 39 to pasir ris lor.then check in at 4 i think.started to clean up the room all those things 1st.then went down for a late lunch.then we were cracking our head that what should we do be4 the BBQ.then ZZ they all rented a mahjong set,then they just play till BBQ time lor.started BBQ i think about 7.then there was only me,gek,ZZ,alethia,mao,weiting,carol,dinika,peirong,haiyong,bolin,ivan ko,ben,gene and mr see.not much ppl staying for the chalet,then later on ivan ko,mr see,gene,peirong,ben and haiyong all went home.then we just pack up everything and head back 2 chalet lor.as usual,ZZ they all start playing mahjong again,others went shower lor.our 1st day nite is like me,ZZ,gek and alethia chatting in the room,others went to bed early.


The next day,we plan to go escape de,then when we wanted to go out,mao found that she lost her camera.then everyone is like help her find,but still can't find.then we went to make a police report lor.after the police report is like aready 4.then all of us also don't want go escape ler,cause not worth it ler.then we go meet up wif ben and bolin and carol went home that day liao.so is like dam early,we plan to watch 2 movies that nite,almost like movie marathon.haha.....after buying the 2 movies tickets,we went to e-hub bow for bowling.the bowling section was fun lar.haha.....around 8 then we headed for our dinner liao.ok,1st movie we watched was twilight.twilight was dam nice and cool.but they should put more action in it then will be better.how i wish i have a girlfriend like edward,give everything for the boyfriend,even the boyfriend is not human,care and give out for each others.is like the perfect couple lar.haiz.....can't wait for the 2nd show to come out.


2nd movie!......that's my favourite show,IP MAN!!!.....donnie yen was so dam cool!!!......that's a show that everyone must watch,plus twilight also.if i have a chance to meet donnie,i will surely ask him how he punch so fast de lor.after the show was like midnite liao,so we have to walk back to chalet.it was a fun trip walking back,cause we saw many "freinds" running here and there,then alots of us shout here and there.haha.....back at chalet,the same thing they did,mahjong and chat till late nite.anyway we still can't find mao camare that nite.


3rd day,we really plan to go escape this time.then when mao want go for shower that time,she found her camera in the BAG!.....maybe they say is those things take de maybe is true de bar,i got no idea also.but the last 2 nite was abit creepy.nvm lar,get back the camera jiu hao.then we really went to escape,now then i know escape is really that boring de.luckyly only need pay $7plus.ZZ they all kept playing the pirate ship,i only played twice,cause find it boring too.but don't play also waste money.not to waste our money,we really play till escape close.then we wnet for our dinner.after dinner is like still early,then we went to look izzit any other show for us to watch or not,then saw got yes man,then jiu watch yes man lor.the show 11plus then start,we have like 2 hour plus free.then we walk to the pasir ris park to sit and chat lor.then 15mins be4 the show start we then run back to e-hub.yes man was dam funny,but the story line not that good.same thing,after show then jiu walk back to chalet lor.then we need to pack up some of our things liao,cause next day jiu need check out liao.


Check out day.packed all our things,check out at 10.then we went to white sand for our early lunch.after lunch jiu took bus 39 back to yishun.then some tired want go home sleep,some still want come out,then i don't want go home 1st,so jiu follow ZZ,gek,mao and weiting go OCC see them play bow lor.around 4plus then we jiu leave ler.all went home 2gather.so that's all for our 2008 chalet.overall,i'm vy happy wif this time chalet,atleast got longger time to relax.


Wake up kind of early 2day,lazy to say for what now.maybe later i zai blog then say bar.btw,those chalet pics i need wait dinika pass me the CD then i can upload.so see ya later,CHAO!!!

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 1:36 AM x





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Monday, December 15, 2008

Surprise!....i remember that i said i will post only when i'm back from chalet on my last post.but,is too bored liao.bored till i got wash my own clothes and iron my own clothes.surprise that i iron my own clothes rite?haha....nothing to do so just find something to do lor,plus mother not at home,so those things i have to do on my own lor......finish everything liao still vy sian,so just blog lor.tmr is chalet ler,till now i also haven start pack my things.think 2nite also won't sleep so early de lar,later zai pack bar.yst nite also quite late then sleep,think around 5plus then fall asleep.then early morning 11plus don't know who kept on calling,then no choice no 1 at home so i have to answer the ph.then went back to sleep after answering the call,then don't know which asshole go ring my house bell wake me up.but this one i never go open the door,don't give a dam.


Vy happy that i receive ur msg after the whole day,but i hate it when ever u say whatever.anyway,whole conversation turn nasty.aiya,my turn to say whatever,how cares.won't understand what u think,u won't want to tell me too.nothing i can do about it.his feelings is more important i know that,ok lar,this is what i think lar,but i don't know what u think lar,but i bet u will think the same as me.and i'm going to say it again,i won't do something stupid.......u want hao hao gen wo tan zai jiang bar,if u don't want,i also can't do anything.blar blar blar,don't know what to do.


Sian miss out sat de zoukout,also miss out a chance to see zach.arrrggg,y this next year contender asia not host by singapore?!......if not i can see him fight and see some new promising fighter.....sian sian sian,tmr chalet hope my mind will be there bar.haiz......last thing to say be4 i go off,mei ge ren de xin zi ke yi ron na yi ge ren.not more then one,not even one n a half.....ok,finish what i wnated to say.CHAO!!!

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 8:24 AM x





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Sunday, December 14, 2008

Guess is long enough that i never blog ler mar.actually i don't have the mood to blog plus nothing much for me to blog also.then got one small monster in my house kept on irritate me,asked me tons of question for this whole week.luckyly she went back to malaysia wif my parents today,and she's my little cousin.this whole week is just like staying at home or go training,ntg much for me.this week is just like an empty life for me,anything i do is like also anything lar,no goal and target.normally i go for training i will have some kind of target like what i will train today.but this week is like anything will do.last few days also don't really have a good mood.everynite stay up till late nidnite then sleep,just to make myself tired.so that when i sleep,i don't need to think so much,straight away "POP" on my bed and just knock out like this.don't need to stress my brain to stop thinking,is just that easy.


I'm walking back without me myself realising it.y can't i just kick myself away.haiz.....i know how it feel,cause i had been treated like that once be4,i don't hope anyone being treat like what i had been treated.i won't do something stupid to hurt anyone.i can only say i miss ***.lucky man.the choice is not in my hand,i can't do anything......guess i won't have those happy time again.how i wish i got training today,so i can punch all my anger and those stupid things out......dam,think i have to write a song call bleeding heart.not the bleeding love by leona lewis,is bleeding heart my ANDREW YIP.haha....cause really felt xin suan now,vy pain too....o ya,talking about song,few a new song that i really love,the lyrics,the music,all are so nice.the song call ai bu jiu by raymond lam....if anyone intrested can go find that song,but is in cantonese lar.haha


Just bought my Levis jeans.i'm so surprise,levis is the 1st jeans that i bought that need go change the length man,is not too short,is too long lar.many ppl said levis vy nice and comfy,but i haven wear so i don't know how nice.haha.....anyway,levis de design all the same de only the colour diff.....going off to chalet this mon,so guess i will only blog when i'm back bar.CHAO!!!

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 7:01 AM x





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Thursday, December 4, 2008

What a bzy day,bzy day for me to find ppl pei me go buy bag.let me start like this,ben lai i suppose to orchard wif gek and tk de,but morning gek tell me tk sprain dao ankel then need pei him go see doctor.lucky tk,i mean he's so lucky to have a caring gf.ya,then i zi hao kept finding ppl lor,luckyly alethia got pick up my phone then jiu shi ta pei me go ler lor.haha....i go cut hair 1st then zai meet alethia at toa pa yoh,cause alethia need help me take the newurbanmale de vip card from gek.meet up wif alethia liao jiu head down to orchard lor.when to buy my bag 1st,finally bought my crumpler bag liao,the price is cheaper then what i expected.haha.....after that jiu head back to heeren,cause need go newurban,then half way saw dixon.so he tek along wif us lor.dam lor,lend the vip card liao also no use,cause dont have the size that i want.then jiu went to rip curl,bought a few cheap t-shirt.really cheap lar,50% ler.haha....


Thne me n alethia feel like watching movie,she wanted to watch hell highway km31 then called gek ask her want to watched 2gather.cause tk can't walk so far,so jiu ask her check np there got what time de show lor.then we end up watching beast stalker.went home to put my stuff 1st,cause vy heavy.the show not bad lar,can go watch.be4 entering the cinema,received a call from my mother.she said my grandma got stroke,then i was so shock.althought my grandam everytime nag me,but i also dont want her to have any problem,i still love my grandma.just dont want to see anyhitng happen to my family member,not even one......so after movie jiu head home called my momther n ask my grandma how ler.luckyly she's ok now.haiz


Start to can't sleep for the past few days again.sinces i can't sleep,i used the time to think what i have to do next week.and shit lar,i'm so free next week,nothing for me to do.no plan or anything,how to survive?.....haiz,what can i do next week ler?....so sian,anyone can help?haha.....the thing that i can tot of is go to gym nia lor.but i can't go gym everyday de mar.haiz....nvm,next week come zai think bar.


This few days also come a cross a topic.the topic is "life is fair or unfair?"......ok,don't talk about me myself,but i think life is unfair.example,do those victim's that get trap in thailand deserve that?do those victim's in mumbai that get killed by those fucking terrosrists deserve to end their life like this?....the answer is no.this is all kind of unfairness in this world......ppl always said,u lose something,u will gain something-u gain something,u lose something.not everyone lose something and gain something back,not everyone gain something and lose something back.....i believe that there are millions or billions of ppl in this world that are being treated unfairly.just suddenly tot of those victim's in mumbai then think they're treated really unfairly.they're given a chance to have a life to live in this world,but they're not given a second chance to survive.....so my final answer is,life is unfair.


So boring now and no one at home.wasted such a wonderful nite at home like this.sian tmr still need go meet gek ask her help me adjust my bag,cause the bag very difficult to adjust.haha.....think i should end here ler bar,i also tired ler.i'm scared to msg u.haiz.....CHAO!!!

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 3:15 AM x





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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

I'm so bored and sleepy now.so bored that i feel like sleeping but is still early right now.actually i'm quite tired aready lar,cause last nite only slept for 6hours.past few days dam late then sleep,cause can't sleep again.then tmr need wake up early for work again.so boring!....wanted to find ppl chat,but no one for me to find,what can i do.haiz......that's y i'm blogging now.actually don't really have the mood to blog de,but the same old word bored......i got lotz of things in my brain that make me dam irritating now.not going to mention any of them,cause i don't want to make blog own blog to a unhappy blog.just hope that tmr will be better.if not,i have to make myself happy again.


Ya,when shopping again on mon wif ZZ.can say is bought all the things that i wanted to buy liao.just left my bag haven buy nia.think going to buy this sat,but can't find any ppl pei me go ler,sian.haiz.......plus i will be alone at home this sat,even more sian.haiz......yst de training also so boring,not much ppl went for training yst.plus can't find a partner that can entertain me,so sian.y this week like so sboring de ar?haiz.......think next week will be even more sian,ntg to do,no event or what.plus my grandma coming down next week,i will be like super sian.haiz......i also don't know what i want now.maybe,sleep?haha......


Hope tmr will be my last day of work,then i can really have my rest and do whatever i want.the last few weeks also like i plan what i'm going to do the next few days liao then the manager call and ask i can go work on this days,this days,this days.really hate they everytime last mins ask me go work de lor.but bo bian ar,have to earn more money.then have to give up my plan.zzzzzzz.......guess i will stop here.just wanted to do a short post.CHAO!!!

x AJ walking the path of heaven,the man who will rule everything 5:42 AM x





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